Is This Fake or is it Real?

Is it just me?
Why can't you see
what you have done?
I want nothing to do with you
if I am not your number one.
You used me and I used you,
does that make us a perfect two?
I just want to scream out
maybe you can hear me if I shout...
They say actions speak louder than words,
if this is so then where do I turn?
When will I ever learn,
trust is something that is meant to be earned.
I am way too nice
and if there is a next time I need to think twice,
but you used me and I used you,
does that make us a perfect two?
Can you help me figure this out?
I just want to shout.
I do not know what to do,
honestly I have no clue...
How do you feel,
is this fake...
                        ...or it this real?

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